Friday, June 29, 2007
There is an answer, some day we will know,
And you will ask her, why she had to go,
We live and die, we laugh and we cry,
And you must take away the pain,Before you can begin to live again
So let it start, my friend, let it start,
Let the tears come rolling from your heart,
And when you need a light in the lonely nights,
Carry me like a fire in your heart,
Carry me like a fire in your heart.
There is a river rolling to the sea,
You will be with her for all eternity,
But we that remain need you here again,
So hold her in your memory, and begin to make the shadows disappear.
Yes let it start, my friend, let it start,
Let the love come rolling from your heart,
And when you need a light in the lonely nights,
Carry me like a fire in your heart,
Carry me like a fire in your heart.
So let it start, my friend, let it start,
Let the love come rolling from your heart,
And when you need a light in the lonely nights,
Carry me like a fire in your heart, Carry me like a fire in your heart,
Carry me like a fire in your heart, Carry me like a fire in your heart.
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i know how bad it hurts, and i know how each tear that falls brings back a precious memory. i know how bad it tortures you as you wonder what could have been, and what it might be now. but as you have been blessed with the presence of any of these people who have gone before us before, learn to let go as you have recieved. their memory will never truly leave, but will only serve to make you a stronger person, with a bigger heart and a greater love for the things around you.
like gandalf said, i will not say do not weep, for not all tears are an evil.
the song above was sung to us by our seniors in RGS, and it was their platoonmate who passed away, my senior who was my PSL when i was sec1 and whom we had always looked up to. we found it strangely and chillingly appropriate as we looked back after everything was over. we cried and we prayed but in the end God took her into His mighty hands. we shared a quiet solemn moment contemplating the meaning behind the song, and we emerged quietly more mature, and with a greater understanding of life and death. till now, i think of her occassionally, and i know without a doubt her passing has made me a stronger person, and i hope you would feel it too.
take care my favourite twerp (:
coll ♥
8:24 PM
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nette thanks for being there for me. i'm okay, really.
it's just that there are no words left to speak.
you'd think i'd have seen it coming. and in a way i did-- we did, but we didn't do enough to try and stop him or help him.
but i'm okay, really. i'll just need to sleep it off or something.
thanks for caring again. take care :')
nightwalker ♥
10:15 AM
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Monday, June 25, 2007
bah bah bah.
stupid monster coerced me (alright, so i was a bit of a willing victim) into taking leave for rag meeting and og outing this wednesday. i feel sad. out of the 10 short days i have left before work ends (since it's patently clear that i'm not working till 27th july as i'd originally happily envisioned as some sort of idyllic halcyon vision) i now have 9 left. and since today is over that's 8 days left.
sigh sigh sigh.
alright. cycling endorphin boost!
nightwalker ♥
6:31 AM
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
WHAT?
humph. loser lynette is assuming that i do love her. which, let me assure all my loyal fans out there, is a humongous assumption based on no grounds at all but sullied shifting sands. humphs!! i of course adore only the one amazing awesome soulful inspiring uplifting jj lin jun jie! (um. and misaki too, but let's keep jj in mind first haha)
love me, love my jj. yes.
signing off as the ever lovable vonster (as opposed to lynette, who is the monster)
nightwalker ♥
7:48 AM
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HELLO!
this is the result of being superduper crazily bored, & wanting to be famous on google. expect more random useless rubbish in the days to come! & of course, yvonne's rantings about how much she loves me. mwahahaha.
cheerios!
coll ♥
7:44 AM
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FIRST POST (unless the loser has beat me to it already)
good gracious haha i guess i really AM bored. lol. and just so tt when we google ourselves online one more hit will appear...
lynette lim lynette lim lynette lim lynette lim lynette lim
yvonne poon yvonne poon yvonne poon yvonne poon :D
nightwalker ♥
7:42 AM
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